"You can take that fake Apology and shove it"

HAHA

Mon, 02 Jun 2008 21:08:56 GMT

Well, Friends this surely has been a long time since the last time I've updated this old journal of mine! Infact, I forgot that this account still existed. Crazy huh? I was randomly searching for it and well I came across it. Reading some of my old entries has only made me laugh. Funny how my life has changed so much..... FOR THE BETTER of course!

Maybe I'll keep this account open.

Ta ta for now,

Amy KENNEDY ------yes, I got married living on the Coast of North Carolina...

My heart always told me I'd be a Carolina Girl.................. *wink*

Smile Like yoU mean It...

Mon, 15 Aug 2005 19:43:00 GMT

A new opening in my life. Things do Happen for Reasons. I have been finding a way to accept losses even when the reasons are not black and White. So this depression I was going through is OVER thank GOD! I think the only reason I was going through it is because my side Kick moved away about a week ago. It's just hard when friends your close to move 500 miles away. The good news is Kendra is thinking about moving back! I think she is Home Sick! So anywho, so much has happen and I don't think I have time to write about it all. I've enjoyed my nine days off from work I might add! Ashley and I have become Closer. We have done so much together in the past week.
I'm excited that College is starting back. I made a B in my business law Class! I got a call from my professor saying she never had a student to make all 100 on their case Scenario's... *Evil Laugh*! So I guess that's GOOD huh! I ended up making a C in my Literature class. *Not Good* But I'm just happy I passed cause I thought I did worse. As for Tomorrow I Have to go and get my books at the college. My first class for Fall semester starts at 10:00a.m. It's Intro. to Law & the Legal Assistant and then at 11:00a.m to 12:00pm I Have Law Office Adm. & Mgt. I'm taking 2 internet classes which is Psycholgoy *human Relations* and Word Processing Advanced Operations! So this semester should be Fun! I'm thinking about going to ETSU for Spring Semester so I need to keep my GPA up!

I start back to work today! I dunno if I'm looking forward to it though. There's just a lot of drama that goes on... I go in at 5:00p.m. and tonight is Bike Night!

As for tonight after work of course, I plan on hanging out with Friends! I'm not for sure what we all will get into but I know it will be fun cause there is never a dull moment with us all. Wish Kendra could join in the FUN ThOuGH!

I Think a Change would Do you GooD *wInK*
Leave the Love!

sometimes

Tue, 19 Jul 2005 21:44:03 GMT

Finally a day off work! I need a break from everything! Last night I did nothing but Homework after I got off work! I did like 4 case scenarios for my business law class. I ended up talking to Kevin and Neece for a few as well. Neece has pissed me off here lately. Then Today He text messaged me on my cell asking me why I'm an ass to him? Ewwww, That just kills me cause I'm not.. Just certain things he says makes me angry and well I let him know! I'm a BLUNT PERSON so if you don't wanna hear it then Don't AsK for IT! G's!

I talked to dad like 3 times today. Lol One time he was busy and told me to call him back. The second time I had to ask him to run to his office and look for my oil filter number for my jeep and then third time was to just chat. LOL my dad is a nut. I love him to death. I'm happy we have a great father and daughter relationship. Mom is going to a concert Thursday over at fun fest. I have to work but I may get out of it if I work a day shift.

Well I have family in from Radford and mY nephew Tyler is here so I'm going to go and eat dinner and then get ready for a night out of Town with the Girls!

Kristen Adams, Kendra, Nikki, Kali, and maybe Monica *if she answers her Phone* lol are going to Tinsel town to watch Charlie and the Chocolate Factory! *Can't wait*

Need me hit the cell.

I got iT BaD~

Sun, 26 Jun 2005 04:13:04 GMT

Life gets boring in a hurry but I've got something that gets me going.. and I'm already GONE..
I think I'm addicted to the fast life. Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever slow down. So college has been in session this summer. I'm proud of myself because I'm doing really well in my Literature 241 class. I think I have decided that I'm going to minor in Journalism. My business Law class is complicated. I'm taking it through the distant learning program and if you don't work on it everyday you get behind. I'm behind like 2 test right now.. *NOT GOOD* I guess that's what you get when you procrastinate!

Well the subdivision is looking good. I took some pictures of it in the works of being built. Hanging out around the Job site and watching how things work I've learned a great deal with Land development. I'm fascinated by it actually. I think the biggest investment you can buy is Land. Why? because it's something that isn't made and there's not a lot of it.
I want to open my own business but I'm not for sure on what it is right now. I'd love to have a sunglass hut but I doubt it would do that well in this area.Two things you must consider is "what the business is and the Location" in order for a business to do well so I think I may do a little research.

Friends- Well Suzi and I have become good friends. I'm happy that we are on good terms with one another again. It's not like we weren't ever but due to an untrustworthy friend that her and I were friends with caused some major conflicts with her and I. I hate being falsely accused of things that I did not do nor did I say. Crazy how someone can be so deceiving without you even knowing it. It's amazing how some people work in this world. So I have decided to be acquainted with her because her and I work together. I just dont' want any complications of having to work with her so it's okay to be on a civil note with her but as far as friendship I don't think I can tolerate it at this point. It's hard to gain my trust once you loose it.

Hrmm J.W left about 2 weeks ago. There's always this feeling like there is something missing at work because J.W was in Reno's every night. It's like an empty feeling. *The Mile* "People come into our lives and walk with us a mile, and then because of circumstance they only stay a while. They serve a need within the days that move so quickly by, and then are gone beyond our reach, we often wonder why. God only knows the reason that we meet and share a smile, why people come into our lives and walk with us a mile." So J.W. we all miss you because you touched each and every one of us in some certain way! So if you reading this I better get a phone call when your finished reading. *wink*

Anywho, Seems that I need to learn to control my thoughts. I seem to say things out loud when I should keep things covert. hahaha I was in the wrong of how I mentioned something to someone last night. *What was I thinking? I never thought I'd feel like an ass towards this person cause he's only been an ass to me in the past. I didn't think it would bother me this much as it is. I can't help it I'm a blunt person But this is the way I am. So Maybe I'll let my conscience be my guide. Maybe I'll call this person later and apologize for my ignorance on my behalf. Ya know everyone has their lows and their highs.

So far I've had an alright day. Haven't done much. I was suppose to attend a wedding but I had a late night and didn't get in bed till 8 this morning.. YEs yes my fault but I was having a wonderful time with friends. *I'm not Shy* hahahaha! Mom went to Radford this morning. She's going to see her sister. I ended up calling to make sure she made it there and my cousin answered the phone. I can't believe she's eleven now. Life surely does go by fast. I feel as if I'm getting old.. hahaha.. I had dinner tonight with Nikki and her Mom at Mosby's. I had a good time cause I hadn't talked to Pam in a long time! She looks great. She's in a size 6. I'm impressed indeed. Anywho, I stopped to see Ryan for a few and I took Nikki to Work and then decided to go home to work on a research paper and get caught up in my business law and word processing class. I have an oral presentation Tuesday and Ashley is my partner. I have to discuss Calvinism in which I'm clueless on. Ashley and I need to work on it but we seem to miss each other being home at the same time... I guess I'll catch her sometime. hahaha! Anywho Ryan just messaged my cell so I'm going to go and Chill with him for a few and then come home and go to bed...
I have to work from 2 till 9pm tomorrow...

Oh Yea Robbie and I are on talking terms. Surprise Surprise.

*What don't break me will Only make me strong! Enough to get past the past in front of me I'll have to pass some memories.. I'll be alright get by just FINE! BRING ON THE HE'S LONG GONE, DONE ME WRONG TEarS i'm Gonna Cry... When you say goodbye Baby, I won't be Lonely Long* Go on with your life just Don't wast one more minuet of mine.. Save your precious breath the one that took mine away once upon a time.. You had me hangin on every word.. *THE FEAR OF LEAVING IS NO REASON OF STAYING*........ *wINK*

Okay I'm off to chill with Ryan now! I just had to get that off my chest. I'm happy that I have someone to just chill with. Ryan is such a sweetheart. I just don't wanna fall right yet... hahahaha~ I'm DORK..

Well Friends if you need me Hit my CeLL

Luv yaLL

*AMY LEE*

Thu, 02 Jun 2005 21:17:36 GMT

Mmmkay, so this weather needs to make up it's mind. I've had a productive day might add! College started back today for summer semester. I managed to get up this morning on time! *pats herself on the back*. So my Literature class meets every day of the week. Starting at 8:00am to 9:55am. So it looks as if I'm going to put an end on staying out late with friends at night in order to get up in the mornings! Ummm, I also met up with my Biology professor. He's awesome. We don't have to use our books so therefore I don't have to buy the book! "Hell Yea".. hahaha! I'm saving mOney!
I'm suppose to have softball practice today at 6:00pm but I'm skipping it to go to Kendra's Graduation. I honestly don't feel like going to practice cause I'm just too darn lazy today... :)
Ummmm Megan Mullins, Nikki Hurst, Nicole Parks, Ashley, Kendra, Sophie, and I are going to Bonterra after Kendra graduates to eat. Then I believe we are going to the OL Fizz maybe... It's really not my place to hang out but if thats where they all wanna go then Hey I'm in.

I have some reading to do later tonight for my literature class so I will probably be home a little early than usual tonight. Ashley is leaving for Texas in the morning after class. I wish I could go but I have to work all week :( I hope she has a safe trip.

Well, I'm waiting for Megan to get here and then we are going to BIG STONE to pick up sophie.

Be good or be Good at it!

*AMY LEE*

You can't Pursue your dreams sitting on your Ass...

Fri, 27 May 2005 18:53:00 GMT

Okay I'm sorry I haven't updated but I've been Busy! Busy as in a good way. Life seems to be going great. It amazes me how I thought I could never get over *someone* and I find myself saying "What the hell was I thinking?" One way of getting over someone is going out and enjoying life. Having a night out of town or just kicking back with a friend that you haven't talked to a while just to catch up on lost time! I was reading an email that was sent to me and I'm going to copy and paste it because it has made me realize that you shouldn't push things to the side. So here it is Read it if you shall it's pretty profound

Too many people put off something that brings them joy just because they haven't thought about it, don't have it on their schedule, didn't know it was coming or are too rigid to depart from their routine.

I got to thinking one day about all those women on the Titanic who passed up dessert at dinner that fateful night in an effort to cut back. >From then on, I've tried to be a little more flexible.

How many women out there will eat at home because their husband didn't suggest going out to dinner until after something had been thawed? Does the word "refrigeration" mean nothing to you?

How often have your kids dropped in to talk and sat in silence while you watched 'Jeopardy' on television?

I cannot count the times I called my sister and said, "How about going to lunch in a half hour?" She would gas up and stammer, "I can't. I have clothes on the line. My hair is dirty. I wish I had known yesterday, I had a late breakfast, It looks like rain." And my personal favorite: "It's Monday." ...She died a few years ago. We never did have lunch together.

Because Americans cram so much into their lives, we tend to schedule our headaches.. We live on a sparse diet of promises we make to ourselves when all the conditions are perfect!

We'll go back and visit the grandparents when we get Stevie toilet-trained. We'll entertain when we replace the living-room carpet. We'll go on a second honeymoon when we get two more kids out of college.

Life has a way of accelerating as we get older. The days get shorter, and the list of promises to ourselves gets longer. One morning, we awaken, and all we have to show for our lives is a litany of "I'm going to," "I plan on," and "Someday, when things are settled down a bit."

When anyone calls my 'seize the moment' friend, she is open to adventure and available for trips. She keeps an open mind on new ideas. Her enthusiasm for life is contagious. You talk with her for five minutes, and you're ready to trade your bad feet for a pair of Rollerblades and skip an elevator for a bungee cord.

My lips have not touched ice cream in 10 years. I love ice cream. It's just that I might as well apply it directly to my stomach with a spatula and eliminate the digestive process. The other day, I stopped the car and bought a triple-decker. If my car had hit an iceberg on the way home, I would have died happy.

Now..go on and have a nice day. Do something you WANT to......not something on your SHOULD DO list. If you were going to die soon and had only one phone call you could make, who would you call and what would you say? And why are you waiting?

Make sure you read this to the end; you will understand why I sent this to you.

Have you ever watched kids playing on a merry go round or listened to the rain lapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight or gazed at the sun into the fading night? Do you run through each day on the fly? When you ask "How are you?" Do you hear the reply?

When the day is done, do you lie in your bed with the next hundred chores running through your head? Ever told your child, "We'll do it tomorrow." And in your haste, not see his sorrow? Ever lost touch? Let a good friendship die? Just call to say "Hi"?

When you worry and hurry through your day, it is like an unopened gift....Thrown away.... Life is not a race. Take it slower. Hear the music before the song is over.

This so true about most of us! We don't take time for the things that we should be making time for. I am happy to say that I have gained back some old friends as well as gained a few here and there. Nikki and I have patched our differences and we are back to being old friends again. What else is great? Well lets see Wednesday was my dad's 52nd Birthday and due to afew things that had happen we weren't really on talking terms but being a BIG person I am, Ashley and I decided to take him his birthday gifts to him. We gave him his gifts but it was the Cards that had him crying. I can't stand to see my parents cry so we all walked out of his office and we went up stairs. We told each other sorry for our stubbornness and spent a few minuets together out of his busy work schedule. My dad ended up saying a prayer thanking God for Ashley and Me coming back into his life. *tear Tear* Turns out that he had been praying about it. I love my dad dearly and I'll always be daddy's little Girl! okay i Need to shut up cause I have myself in tears right now*... hahahaha I'm such a goober

Anywho, Monica and I have been hanging out a lot lately! We had to go to the college to make out our schedule and I had to turn in some papers on my Major Change in which they still have not Fixed the problem. It sorta makes me angry because classes start June 2nd! Monica took two hours taking a placement test. I thought I was going to go crazy just waiting on her to finish but I ended up talking to one of my professors that's going to be teaching "Intro to Law"! I think I'm going to like her because she was really sweet! All I know is that I'm going to be one busy girl this summer considering I'm taking 16 credit hours. Well, One thing I have to look forward to after college is my BEACH TRIP! I had to schedule it in AUGUST b/c that's when classes are over with. I contacted Rob Sturgill and he had an opening from August 13th to the 21st for his condo so I booked it for those dates! He sent me a brochure and directions in the mail but I doubt I can follow them. I say we will get lost along the way. Hahahaha

So I have been out on so many Dates here lately! But there is ONE that holds my attention! He's an amazing guy! He's not from here and I think that's what I like! We ended up going to the movies to watch "monster in Law"! It wasn't like a date it was just one of those last minuet lets go to the movies kinda thing! I must say I had a wonderful night with J.W.! I kept him out till like 2 in the morning and he had to be at work at like 5am. He's a cardiovascular doctor that's in town for a couple months. I think I'm going to miss him being around when he leaves.. Okay lets not talk about that cause I'll get a little gloomy... hahahaha!

Ummm, Mark and I went out Thursday Night. We had dinner with my Sis ash and her Boyfriend Nate! We went to Fish Tales. Ya know I've lived here all my life and that was my first time eating there. LOL is that crazy or what...But anywho, after there we rode around for a few to kill some time cause we decided to go and watch the "House of Wax". Crazy movie indeed! What kind of people come up with such movies like that? I had a good time! Think next time we go out we may go fishing or Golfing. Anywho, I guess I got home around 12ish.

Ummm,, Okay I sorta have a crazy MOTHER *F'r* stalking me! He wares out my cell phone! When J.W and I were out he sent me like 10 messages to my cell. These messages are Bizarre! He tells me he misses me and that he wants me to be crazy for him...?! WTF? I don't even know him to be crazy over him or to miss him. I've done a little P. I. work on this dude and lets just say things are SHADY. No one seems to have a good word to say about him. I told him last night I was going to block his number in which I have a witness that can verify that I did tell him this and he was like Ok blah blah, and then this morning I have a message on my cell from him! I have made it clear that I dont' want anything to do with him and if he keeps it up I'm going to involve the authorities. I do carry Mace and I WILL USE IT if your reading this!

WOrK- I work all the damn time. I'm having to paint two houses this summer! I was asked to because they admire my work...hahaha! I don't mind because I love painting! Its one of my ways of getting things off my mind. Umm, The home base business is picking up fast. Goldie called yesterday and talked to my mom for like an hour! She's the one I signed up in Arizona. She has such a wonderful personality! I hope we can meet one day. Ummm, I'm taking a break from working at dads for the time being. I have really missed sleeping in during the mornings! Like I said I have an 8:00am class so I need to catch up on some Lost Sleep so I can get up and function right!

Well I believe this is good enough for an update huh? I have some company As in family here and I think I'm going to grab some Lunch and watch a few minuets of the soaps then get ready for work at 5:00pm~

OMG, this song that is currently playing is SO THIS TOWN... "HICKTOWN"! Listen to it.

Okay I'm out YeeeeHaw!

Leave em

So the SPARKS HAS FIZZLED

Sat, 14 May 2005 06:49:17 GMT

This entry is probably going to be long considering I'm pissed off at the world and I have 15798415794165749 Things running through my mind right now!
WHAT IS NORMAL?

I honestly don't have a definition for the word love and to tell you the truth, this intangible force is the only reason why we are alive and often the reason we want to die and yet we don't even know what the heck it is. I would have said the word meant bliss. Bliss, means comfort, it means breathing easily, enjoying life, experiencing color and deliciousness..Yumm! Love is not simple! Love is complicated. And sometimes we get so ticked off and frustrated with the whole aspect of it that we belive sometimes that we all could just do without it! *WRONG* It will slap you in the face. We all have a Need.
Many people question "How do you know your in love?" and what is the one answer almost everyone says. "You just know". There could be a million reasons you could be in love and sometimes you just don't know that you are! Love has so many phases.
Why is that if you've been hurt in a relationship you don't want to jump back into another one? I think some are just afraid of vulnerability; they have been hurt by love before and aren't willing to accept it easily again so they RUN cause they are confused by the agitation of passion and mistake the love for hate. When a relationship I dont' care if you are dating or TALKING goes to TOTAL SHIT and especially if it goes to SHIT REAL quick we seem to want to take it back do we not? I think I was just caught up in the moment. Love doesn't care if they love you back. Then we question where did things go so wrong? Sometimes we "fall in love" early on, convinced this is "right", until we learn enough about the person And the things we learn, we may not Like.... So if you feel like you love someone, but you don't like them that much anymore after getting to know them, then WHAT THE HELL IS THAT FEELING? It is no longer Love? So I fell in love with someone who turned out to be much less than I expected of him. I've lost sleep due to the fact that he's on my mind 24/7! SO things spoiled OH so quickly for reasons that I still dont' know why, where did the love go, IT's still Burning inside me.
I feel so damn stupid when it comes to Love.. hahaha! I honestly fell hopelessly in love with someone that I thought I could never fall in love with. He's not what I normally go for I guess that's why it so hard to let go of! Emotions are the only real thing that exist. This is the love at first sight phenomenon. They set something off in you that drives YOU CRAZY. You become addictied to that person, his presence, his smell, his VOICE. They way he walks into a Room and you know you love him, without even meeting him. I believe in that. I have personally confined the word lust to sexual relationships. I think people confuse lust with Love when they are having a pleasurable sexual relationship that does not go beyone that but feels fulfilling. Physical fulfillment is disguised as emotional fulfillment, and we haphazardly call it love when it's LUST. It is based on feelings, and no words can accurately grasp an emotional sensation.
I AM IN LOVE WITH AN ASSHOLE.... Why do we look for love in all the wrong places? Most nice guys get mad because they listen to woman complain abou thow they're looking for someone nice, but they repeatedly go for the ones that treat them like SHIT! *Yes that's Me!!!* Good woman also get really annoyed when they see this great guy who's trapped in some relatonship with a total BITCH. Why are we doing this to ourselveS? Why is it that when we finally grow up and know better, we go RIGHT BACK INTO these heart-wrenching disasters? You'd think we'd learn after the first time but most of us DON't!
When a girl meets a player, she knows she needs to stay away. However, when that player is giving HER the attention, she starts to wonder if she is the one that can change him and have him singing, "I don't wanna be a playa no mo'." Here's a guy that treats every one else like shit, but YOU are so important, that he can't help but be good to you. We don't WANT him to be mean to us, we want him to love us. Are we good enough to make an asshole a sweetheart? We keep testing it out that we often don't realize we are doing it. We see the player, we get played. Somehow, we end up surprised.
It's not even always players. It's guys or girls that do not know HOW to be in a relationship. We want to mold them, and not even to have power over them, but to give them something, to make them see us in a light they never experienced with someone else before. (Yep that’s so true, girl meets boy, boy breaks girl’s heart)(Why because she totally feel head over heals in love with him, but boy was blind to see her love was true) Or it's just that person that everyone else wants. How special are you if they pick YOU.
More recently, this has happened to me, we begin to fall under this subconscious assumption: The "catch" is great…except that they are nice to EVERYONE. If you didn't stumble into their lives, they would be with someone else, treating them the same way they would have treated you, probably using the same cute little nicknames, giving the same wonderful little gifts. (FLOWERS) Yeah, that's nice of them, but you're not special. They are not treating you that way because you're you and their heart is lifted, NICE PEOPLE DO THIS! This is the part where I go mental. What seems like a virtue ends up being a vice: This sweet person sees every person as unique, but if everyone is unique, then how does this make YOU unique compared to them? If everyone is special, no one is special.

When it rains, it pours! Ever find yourself single forever, and then one guy likes you and then so does everybody else, it seems? Yeah, no coincidence there huh. I must be glowing LIKE a bitch. People can FEEL confidence. They are attracted to independence. When you aren't looking, you find THE ONE!

So move on over to the passenger seat now, and then maybe on down the road we'll talk. I'm done being driven around!

*Well I'm off to finish up some work and then take my gloomy ass to bed with the help of my sleep aid I will be asleep in less than 30 Minuets* and In the morning I will feel MUCH BETTER Because it will be A NEW DAY!

BlAh Blah Blah and mOre BLAH!

Cheer me up if you want!

*AMY LEE*

If you don't know me by now you will NEVER NEVER KNOW ME!

Wed, 11 May 2005 02:32:18 GMT

You Are 24 Years Old

24

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40 : You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

Sangria is essentially the sweetest drink ever. Amazing. I don't necessarily promote drinking but under certain conditions it's okay sometimes to do so! I'm overly excited to see what the future holds. I have been working my ass off and I'm happy to say that things have paid off in doing so. So my home base business is having a no boundaries cruise. If I double my cruise dollars this month and I won't have to pay for anything. Sad part is even though mom and I are partners in our home base business she won't go because she hates water and she won't fly. So Ashley and I were thinking Kendra should come Aboard the Holland American Line with us. *It would definitely be some MILLERTIME FUN* So I'm going to be on top my game this month. So this means No horsing around. It's time to be serious and work hard for what I want. I never settle for less. I drive a hard bargain. I'd rather come out on top then ever be on the bottom.

American Cities That Best Fit You:

65% New York City

60% Chicago

60% Los Angeles

60% San Diego

60% San Francisco

Which American Cities Best Fit You?

My granmother brought by some Chocolate covered strawberries for me today! Isn't that just sweet of her. I love her to death. For Mother's day I ended up going to her house and left her a dozen of roses and a card on her night stand while she was sleeping! I did the same thing for my mom but I got her a few more gifts though! I was super sneaky cause I didn't wake neither one of them up! *GO ME* I have been seeing a lot of my grandparents lately. Kendra, Ashley, and I hung out with our granny and papaw yesterday. Dad, Kim, and My step brother came by as well. Granny ended up cooking for us. Nothing like her cooking. It's superb indeed. Grilled peanut saute chicken is the Best.

*love life* why bother with it? The bad and the wrong attract me. I have a
desire for Fire. I have become an arrogant smart Bitch. Half a man isn't enough for me. My foolishness did not get me anywhere did it? Next time I fall entirely, completely, Hopelessly, head-over-heels I'm going to make sure they are going to catch me 100%. I'm never showing someone I care about them Until they show me first DAMNIT hahaha. And YEs, I can laugh cause this is comical to me now.
Lessons Learned----- In order to change part or all of who you are, you must lose part of yourself first and for some unexplainable reason I did loose myself towards him! One becomes very attracted to who they are, and it is a difficult process to change
The way you act is the way you will be treated. Therefor if you act like a child, you'll be treated like one! With responsibility, come responsibilities. So applying this knowledge to my life will only help me become a better person.

I wish that every day could be just as good as today was! I was told that I would make a good teacher because I can handle children very well and I look like teacher material. *lol* I have thought about it several of times so maybe I should reconsider about Law? But then again you can't judge something by only one day of experience. So we will see...

*blake called me yesterday* He's dad is still in a coma! That breaks my heart. He wants me to drive over and hang out with him one day this week. He could use some company so he says so I may just do that! :)

Anywho, I'm off to bed to get a good night's Rest... I have so much to do tomorrow day before work so I better go to bed now in order to get it all completed!

Night YaLL
*good Times

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to obedience and warmth.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is low. Even if you're tempted, you'd try hard not to do it.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

"Jealousy is a good thing when your Jealous of Me"

Wed, 04 May 2005 21:44:26 GMT

It's a heartache when love comes to an end! But even though your heart breaks... you know it's gonna mend... Keep the faith don't you ever break your stride and Walk ON.....

So I sat down lastnight in front of the Stupid Box with my Ben and Jerry's Ice cream eating every bit of it. Just my way of getting things off my mind! Chocolate isn't alawys A No-NO. I admit I'm the type that needs a wake up call! Sometimes you have to hit me with a cannon BaLL.

Well after feeling down and out I ended up going out with Ash and Christy. We ended up chillin with Anthony, Ben, and Bill for a few hours. Those guys are hilarious! Well anywho, on my way to dads I recieved an unexpected phone call from Blake. He said his dad was showing signs of improvement which is great News! He sounded as if he was exhausted. I'm sure he hasn't slept in days though! I just hope that his dad has a good recovery.

So Dad, Ash, and I hung out for a few hours. We haven't had the chance to do that in a long time! We ended up eating Cup-cakes and talking about how the things in my life seem to be going wrong. But my dad reassured me that not everything was going wrong. I just seem to always look at the down side of things! I always tell my dad everything. He gives great advice and he helps me sort things out! I told dad that I was about to go and Blow some MAJOR MONEY again and buy a French Bulldog... I looked at one yesterday and Guess what his name was... Robbie! He has one black eye and he's solid white! The cost is 1,500 dollars though! BUT He's SO CUTE. I fell in love with him at first sight. I think I could give him a new name though Like *Iness* or *Armani*... I like those names A LOT BETTER! It's just too much for his name to be Robbie cause that just reminds me of *THE PAST*.
But anywho, I talked the lady down to 600 dollars! Yea It's still alot but this is the dog I've been wanting so I just might have to get him or I may hold off till later on in the summer.

Well today was a productive day indeed. I actually got up on time this morning and headed into work. We did some inventory, finished the disbursements, sent out statements, and I actually cleaned my desk! It was such a mess *agh*. Then I came home and took a little Nap. Then Reno's called and wanted me to come into work but I already had plans for this afternoon. Plus, I feel a little sick! My throat feels as if it's kinda getting sore. So I didn't go even though they do need me. But honestly I need a break! All I do is Work! So anywho, Then christy Called and wants me to head to a baseball Game. SPEAKING OF THAT I NEED TO GO because I'm late!

Leave the Love,
Amy lee

You don't believe me I can see you laughin! Trust me I'm an accident waiting here to Happen. I bREAK THINGS. Anything I touch I just get around and I'm bound to tear Em UP! Snap and Fall apart, So if you wanna HOLD ME BOY YOU BETTER WATCH YOUR HEART.........CAUSE I BREAK THINGS...

Sun, 24 Apr 2005 22:49:51 GMT

Ya turn me On like No Other! *If I bite ya I bet You'd Like It* Okay last night was too much fun! Okay so the partying wayz of mine has RETURNED! *took a walk on the wild side! Okay, yall know I can't handle The b Double E R... SO needless to say I bet it was pretty interesting In what I ended up doing... *enough Said*!

Not too shabby of a day! I had to be at work this morning at 10:30! I really didn't wanna be there considering I was there last night for eleven hours! We were really busy! I dunno what it is but people seem to go out more when the weather is bad! Anywho, I got off around 4ish!

Later tonight Malichia is wanting to hang out as well as some other people! I think I need a night to just chill out with friends! For the time being I was thinking about taking a nap then around 7:00pm I have a conference meeting in which I have three new people that will be joining our web-cast! I Hope they like what they hear and see cause I'd like to enroll em in the company! *crosses Fingers* I'm working hard towards a cruise!

*college* I'm taking 16 credit hours this summer! I have an 8:00am till 9:55am class and then I have a night class on Wednesday's from 5:30pm till 10:15pm! *that's gonna be a long one to sit through! I have one video class and 2 internet classes! So it's not that bad! Now getting myself up in the mornings is going to be a different story! So my summer is going to be somewhat hectic at times!

*This coming weekend* Going out of town to Harrisburg, Va with Malichia! Mom is heading to Radford to see her sister so we will probably all stop at crackel Barrel and eat together! I love that place! hahaha!

*AmY lee*

You should know I get what I want!

Sun, 10 Apr 2005 07:08:28 GMT

Now your all in my grill cause I said what I feeL
I ONLY ROCK TO WHATs REAL!!!!
And WE'd BUMP BUMP WEll I can't do that with YA, N_E_MoRe!
Don't Be a PunK PuNK! *so just Move it right along*
................looking for Love in all the wrong places!
Thinkin' I was Easy I can see it.. That's when I say No, What Fo'?
I Could care less about ya! I bump ya status...
So what's happin'? I'm Trippin a little more than what I should Be!
HE WASN'T what I wanted! Or what I though he was! Hell Hee wasn't what I was really looking FOR!

*I never thought it was going to be this easy to say goodbye but I was wrong! I decided to END IT FOR GOOD *thank God* I mean it wasn't going anywhere!! Anywho, I'm going to bed! I'm sleepy! Tonight was Awesome I must add! *enough Said*

G'nite
Amy Lee

Starting Over!

Mon, 14 Mar 2005 07:38:16 GMT

I feel like such a slacker on updating this journal! I'm hardly ever home anymore or near a computer! There has been so many changes in my life since the last update!! Looks like I will be closing the doors to the single life... :) I'm so ready for a relationship but I'm not ready to give up my Freedom! So, by taking one day at a time it will help me adjust to the changes!!
*JOB*.......Yes, I have a new Job or shall I say I have a second job! I still work for dad during the day though! The people I work with are amazing! After we all close we end up letting loose! *kinda like our time to be Crazy* hahaha!
*Friends*-I've added on....... Weird how I've become good friends with a few cops of Wise Co... hahaha! It's always good to have those people on your GOOD SIDE! We all end up coming back to my house after *We all get off work* to hang out! Which ends up being really late in the Morning hours since most of us don't get off work till 11 or 12 at Night!
*The partying Life* Yea, it's still going on strong!!
*News- Mary and Wayne Tied the KnoT*.........They got married this past Friday! Congrats of course! Welcome to the family Wayne! The reception was great! I was a little disappointed that Mary decided not to have the big wedding in June Though... :( But anywho, My date got to meet some of my dad's side of the family as well as Ashley's Boyfriend!
*Ashley and I have been checking into real estate... We have some big plans for the future I MIGHT ADD! I LOve making Money!
*College*-Thinking about taking a few classes this summer which I dont' mind cause I want to get college OVER WITH! I'm hoping that there will be a few Law classes like Legal Research or Law Office Adm,& Mgt. that I can take cause I need em for my degree!
I dunno about You all But I'm ready for SUMMER! I can't wait to head to the beach! There's a bunch of us going so we are thinking about getting a house to stay in instead of a condo this time! Kendra, Ashley, and I are also thinking about going to Hawaii to spend maybe a week with Andrea and Aaron this summer! So hopefully if things play out we will be going around July! *crosses Fingers*!
Ummmm, stephen called Thursday Night which is one of Jarrod's best friends that goes to UT! He's from Bristol! I havent' called him back yet but I bet he's wondering if I've talked to Jarrod... OR that Jarrod was at his house or something! *Oh yea I failed to mention Jarrod is going to the Marines! He leaves I believe in April I think thats when he said?.. he was suppose to have already LEFT but he got hurt playing basketball... *rolls her eyes*... I wish he would of stayed at King College but it's his life not mine but we will still keep in touch! :)

Well enough of me rambling on, mY back is startign to hurt from sitting in this chair hahaha so it's off to bed for Meee!

Good Nite YaLL!
*amY lee*

Mon, 14 Feb 2005 19:41:53 GMT

♥Happy Valentine's DaY♥

Well I thought I'd give a quick update! My step-mom decided to give me the day off from work today but I've got to stop by the shop later cause she has me something for V-day... Hrmmm wonder what that could Be? As for tonight's plans I've got a dinner date at Bonterra with Jason along with four other couples so tonight should be Fun indeed!

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Last Night, Kendra, Ashley, and I decided to spend some time with our grandparents! Linda and Dennis left to go back home to Roanoke so we didn't get to say goodbye before they left.. Anywho, We ordered pizza and just sat around and talked about everything! We made our granny tell us about her childhood days and how her and my grandfather met even though I've heard the story many of times already! It's just great to hear her tell the story! I love to listen to my grandparents talk about their younger years! My granny told me that I should start keeping a journal so that way when I get Old I can reflect on what I did in my younger Days! We seem to crack our grandparents up when it comes to our love life and the things they we do for fun! We seem to shock our granny more cause we seem to Get The Miller Side out of our Papaw more than she expected... and she thinks that it's funny! Well to be honest I don't know what she thinks of us Gurls! We are just like our Papaw Jack! *There are many secrets that lie behind our dayz together..... *lmao*!!!

Well after we left my grandparents I decided to come home! Amanda and Casey came up! So we all just sat around and watched the Grammy's for a few! Then we all headed out to Daniels apartment to chill ouT! It was somewhat awkward being there but then again it wasn't... Looking back on everything that happen between him and I is comical now! I can't hold grudges very long but it's cool we are on talking terms again! His room-mate Andrew seems to be a cool Dude! All N All it was a Crazy NighT........*enough said*!!!!

Ummmm, me and someone ended up talking about our problems! So we are back on talking terms! I dunno where things are going to go between us but I think I have fallen hopelessly for him.. Agh, I dunno if that's a good thing or not! It's such an awkward situation for the both of us... So I guess taking things slow will pay off in the long run! I just don't want to end up with a broken heart.... Sorry I'd give out his name but right now just isn't a good time for that....

Christy Lee and I had a short conversation on Icq yesterday! We haven't hung out in so long that we are going to go shopping this weekend together Hopefully! I miss those days where we all were together almost every night! Maybe summer will bring us together again! *who Knows* Tiffany also left a message on my Icq saying that Daniel Helbert is suppose to be back in town soon! I think we all should have another get together like the night we did that video for Daniel cause it was great seeing everyone! Including, Caraline! Oh yea, I think I failed to mention that her and I are over our mad spell with one another! *Like I said I can't hold grudges very Long*!!!

Well, I'm going to go to my sister's house to give my nephews their Valentine's gifts! Cody Lee will be 1 in March! It's amazing how fast they grow up! I hope maybe my V-day gift will score some points with him cause my mom has him so spoiled that I can't even hold him cause he cries on me... :*(

I hope everyone has a great Valentine's Day!

*Amy Lee*

Fri, 11 Feb 2005 08:10:14 GMT

Jesus Christ Yo! Is there something in the water? Life is just full of surprises these dayz. People have been acting so bizarre lately that I'm so shocked to even question their motives? *Agh*! Seems that friends want to betray one another! Lets just say there are some evil scheming Bitches in this world!
AND I THINK CRACK HEADS ARE TAKING OVER THIS TOWN! I'm so disappointed in a friend of mine! I don't understand why she does certain sTUFF *cough cough*! IF only she knew what road she is headed down and all the consequences that comes along with that awful *stuff*! I don't understand why she wants to jeopardize her life like that! What do you do Turn your back or do you be a friend and help her in any way possible! I feel as if her and I have become so close here lately! Shew gosh, I just feel so sad for various reasons... *drama Drama* My life is a soap Opera! I guess that's the price you pay when you hang out with a lot of friends!

I changed my hair color ...........AGAIN! I've gone to a darker brown! I'm just experiencing different things! I think it's a way of finding myself! I really like it dark! I think I'm going for the natural look! I've got a lot of compliments!!!
♥I find myself pondering on the thought of me and someone♥ I don't know why I am I just AM? It's like I have these feelings but I know I shouldn't cause it's One Crazy situation where everything must be kept on the DL La La la la la! WHY OH WHY OH WHY DO I GET MySelf Into these messed up orDeaLs! It was just a Kiss how did it end up like this.... *DAMN* well anywho, I agreed not to talk with him until certain things happen... *rolls her eyes* Since I know there will be plenty of time that will pass from now till the next time I talk to him I'll know what these crazy feelings really are! *agh*
Well I have a ♥Valentine's Day Date♥.. ♥Jason Kiser♥ He's absolutely the sweetest! He made us reservations at Bonterra's! I'm excited cause I think there is another couple that will be joining us! Last V-day I spent it alone watching Love movies and Crying my eyes OuT!

Last Night Kendra, Ash, and I ended up chillin with Danny at his apartment! He wasn't expecting us! We ended up eating dinner at Reno's and thought we'd swing by and see him! He was watching the Duke and UNC game! So we watched it! It was an awesome Game! DUKE WON by one Point!! *Wahooooooo that made my night! I have to work in the Morning! I've gotta do the payroll! What Fun! I haven't really did anything at all this week! It's been very laid back! Kim hasn't been in the office that much this week! We had some fruit loop calling last week! He was an old man and he was like You sound so pretty on the phone blah blah... I was like Look this is a business number don't call back and sure enough He calls back like an hour later! So I paged dad and was like Handle this fruit loop on line one and he took care of it... Why are people so friggin' stupid??!! Gah!

♥Random Thoughts♥
I want to see those crazy pictures Whitney G, Ash, And I took at Terry's Studio!
I wanna see the following movies coming out Wedding Date, Hitch, & Hide and Seek!
I need to start working OuT for Summer!
Why in the world would you break up with someone just b/c they finish your sentences?
I need to stop blowing so much money and learn how to Save it!
I need to stop taking my cordless phone to bed with me or I need to learn to put it back on charge after I'm done with it! It's been Dead all day Long*
I need to start planning a spring break trip w/friends! I'm so ready for a vacation!!!
I HATE SNOW!
I can't wait for the tasteful treasure's party! *wink* hahahaha! It's going to be funny!
...........well I'm off to give my pillow some Head!

Come back!
*AMY LEE*

Contemplate....

Mon, 17 Jan 2005 06:49:04 GMT

"In this world, you must be a bit too kind in order to be kind enough"

Love is patient and kind.

Love is not jealous, it does not brag, and it is not proud.

Love is not rude, is not selfish, and does not get upset with others.

Love does not count up the wrong that have been done.

Love is not happy with evil but is happy with the truth.

Love, patiently accepts all things. It always trusts, always hopes, and Always remains STRONG!

So what's up everyone? I had a wonderful weekend!

*friday NighT* Ashley and I had dinner at Mosby's with Our cousin Mary and Kendra along with Mary's Friend Shina and Wayne's sister Jody! We all went out and celebrated Kendra's 18th birthday! Justin Presley and Andrew ended up coming! I hadn't seen Andrew in forever so it was nice seeing him! Justin ended up going to Bristol with Trent I think! *i dunno* but later on that night I ended up playing this anonymous game w/Justin on his cell phone! Cause he has this thing that he likes to text message people with his cell phone! So I played around and sent him some good messages to his phone and he didn't know who it was... Mary, Shina, Jody, Kendra, and I ended up partying the night up at Tolbert's house! It turned out to be an awesome party! Since I was the sober one *go Me* I ended up driving Shina back to Mary's house where we all ended up crashing cause it was like 4 in the morning!

*saturday*.... I came home early around 9am! It seems to me that if I go to bed extremely late then I get up really early! *weird huh* I ended up working on some business work that I needed to get out of the way! My mom and I are partners in a home base business! We are now on the Executive III level so it's going very well considering we started it in October! So I'm excited about it! I still work for my dad as well and I also go to college! I stay pretty busy now days which I like it cause if I wasn't busy then I'd find myself complain about being bored! Plus i'm excited about making Money!! After all that Justin ended up calling me around 1ish and asked me if I had text messaged him the night before! I played it off like I didn't know what he was talking about but later on in our phone conversation he knew it was mee! *GUILTY* Umm Sarah ended up beeping in and wanted Ashley and me to go with her to Kingsport and to Johnson City! So we all ended up headin out of town! We ended up going to Circuit City and to Johnson City MaLL to do some shopping! We were going to eat at the Olive Garden but it was crowded and I was too hungry to wait an hour to just eat so we went to Texas Road House in which, there was a wait there as well.... We ended up having three guys hit on us! It was so funny cause our table ended up being near the bar! There was these two hot guys that were sitting across from us and they kept looking so we started flirting with em! So as they were walking out they came over to our table and started talking to us and they ended up getting our phone numbers! Our waiter was a hunk as well! He ended up flirting with us too and before we left he got our number as well *we were on a Roll Huh*.. hahahA! So after all the excitement we headed back to Wise! We got back around 10pm~ Cassie ended up wanting to head over to the Dirty P *aka the Planet*! So it was Robert, Sutton, Cassie, Me, Alex, and Charles! We ended up taking the Knoxville exit cause we followed Charles over and he was wanting to go to Knoxville! That was so insane cause it was like 1am so we turned around! LOL! Justin and Trent ended up meeting us over there! It was so damn boring........ I was very disappointed! But I ended up riding back with Justin! In which I will not discuss the ride back home cause he sorta pissed me off in a good way though....*if that makes sense* Travis H ended up calling while I was out and so did Don! Seems that I always miss their calls! I need to get my cell phone hooked back up! But I just don't want anymore bills hahaha...

As for today I did some major Laundry! All my clothes are finally Clean! *GO ME* I hate doing laundry it takes away so much of my valuable time... I also did some major house work such as dusting! It feels great to have that out of the way! I ended up chillin with Kendra, Cassie, and Ashley tonight! We went out to eat and then we all played in the snow!! I hadn't done that in forever! Then we all just ended up chillin! I managed to watch Desperate HouseWives! My mom told me it was a good show so I thought why not check it out! It was cool chillin with mom cause it seems that we hardly get to spend time with each other! So we had some Mother and daughter time! I was very pleased with the show in fact, I'm going to watch it the next time it comes on! Anywho, Sarah just called so I'm going to chat with her and finish up some Homework!

Good Night to All and Sweet Dreams!

Amy Lee

My certain world, didn't seem so certain...

Thu, 13 Jan 2005 07:37:55 GMT

question: How does a girl who falls know she jumps eyes open down a rabbit hole plummeting into chaos coming out the other end unchanged?

Answer: She doesn't

So what has taken place since the last update? I really don't know where to start or even if I should say what all has went down! Perhaps some secrets shall remain secret... I did loose a best friend though out of a Big Fall ouT that will probably be a mess for the rest of my life! I only wish Her and I could of had a clean break but she chose not to! *A clean break is much easier, you can reset it but if you choose to leave things messy or things just don't get put back right* I'm sure it will hurt forever! I seriously felt like tearing her eyes out that night but how would she be able to look at herself in the mirror each morning? So I didn't hit her! I just let it go because later on in her life she will realize that I was a "true" friend and she will be the one hurting! I just can't believe she let a 7 year or longer friendship go down the drain... But whatever floats her boat I guess!

I also could careless if I ever talk with *DL*... I guess you could say I went in this whole ordeal with my eyes closed but I came out with my eyes WIDE OPEN. I'm a little bruised, a little humble, and hopefully a little smarter from all of this! Knowing what I knew, and not knowing what I didn't... I just had to know more! It was like the facts were right in front of my face but I didn't want to grasp them! I didn't want to believe it cause after "doing" something for so long turns into a habit of where you sometimes don't want to give it up! Even though I should have I didn't! I let it carry on for a long time and my feelings got involved! It's like that saying "You gotta learn to look under the hood of the car before purchasing it". I know that from now on before I throw my attention towards someone I'm going to make sure I do my research from now on out before I throw myself into something! Out of all this I've become a good listener haha! If you just listen to someone talk they will tell you what kind of person they are... Now looking back on it I really don't know what I saw in him! Yet you say I got things so "twisted"... Nah, it's like this if you didn't care what I thought then why would you apologize for doing what you did... I mean your the one that sent the message saying I apologize for what happen, I had no intentions on hurting anyone! I wasn't thinking that night.." ? WTF? All I have left to say to you is Shame on you if you fooled me once, Shame on me if you fooled me twice... I should have known better than to give in to you the seond time! So if your mission was for me to hate you, you've accomplished it cause I strongly dislike you right now..........

Maybe later on in time I'll learn to forgive but right now it's too hard! For someone that you thought was your best friend to sit there and look you straight in the face, & tell you that they have no care in this world for hurting you, that really hurts! She knew how I felt towards that someone but that someone didn't know how I felt! Maybe she couldn't help what happen *one* of those nights but for her to keep doing it behind my back and lie to me when questioning her about it is just wrong! She once was a friend I considered a "sister" to me but it's like now that she's back I don't know her and To be honest I don't want to know her... atleast not now anyways... I did loose my temper and I broke a door handle! I really don't know what I did or said to Nikki while I was pissed! Hell I was hysterical. And people ask me why I didn't hit her? Well it was like this I didn't want to end up in JaiL cause it wasn't worth it and even though she did me wrong I didn't want to stoop to her Level...

So as one door closes another one Opens... Last night was wonderfuL! I ended up chillin w/ J_presley and Josh!! Justin is something else! He's crazy hahaha.. I had a fun time tonight as well...*enough Said*

*College started back as weLL* My first class starts at 10:00 which is Great b/c I can actually sleep in for a change! No more 8:00am classes! SCREW THAT! And the rest of my classes are the distant learning classes... I do em on my own time which is business law, family law, and word processing!... So it's not a bad schedule!

Anywho, enough of me for tonight! I'm going to bed to catch some z'sssssssss and dream of *justin*........Nite YaLL!

..::ONE N ONLY AMY LEE::..

GONNA PARTY

Tue, 28 Dec 2004 20:21:23 GMT

HAPPPY BIRTHDAY ASHLEY MILLER............

and MEE... hahaha~

december, december

Wed, 22 Dec 2004 08:07:07 GMT

This Christmas season has been pretty intense! I'm just so busy with everything! I still have two more christmas gifts to buy! I ordered most of my gifts for everyone over the net this year in which, I'm still waiting for my packages to be delievered... Where ever they are?? I need to check on the package tracking website to see where their location is! I'm hoping that tomorrow when our FedEx or Ups truck comes by the shop that they will be on one of them! I'm more of a giver this year. I guess it's because I have more money to waste this year! I'm a little disappointed that I'm not going anywhere Big like I did last year to New York City! I was strictly told that I had to spend the holidays here with the family! I understand due to the fact that this might be the last Christmas I spend with my grandfather! His health just seems to get worse! It really breaks my heart but here lately he's being doing great! I look up to him in so many ways! He's really the only grandfather I havee ever known! My mom's dad passed away when I was four! So I vaguely remember him... I think Paul is going to try and fly in to see my mom this Christmas!! He's been so busy with Nascar that he's been trying to get things sorted out! You know how things go in that business.... You never know what your doing! He's one of the engine builders for Rusty Wallace or shall I say was considering Rusty is retiring... I'm not for sure what team he's switching to? So I think this Christmas is going to be GREAT! It will also be My nephew Cody's first Christmas!! I just want to be surrounded with my family and friends! On Christmas Night I'm having a get together with my close Friends! I can't wait it's going to be so much FUN! **As for Mine and Ashley's 19 B-day I'm not for sure what's going to go on during the day but I know there is going to be a big Bash cause Alex is throwing us a party!That's so sweet of him to do that!I'm so excited I can hardly wait! I can just imagine what's going to go down*** Nothing to exciting happen today at work! I managed to be in the office at 11:25 this morning! Dad said, that I have to be there at 8:30 in the morning! Agh, I dunno why! I have to help Kim wrap gifts I suppose. Our spare office is Full of boxes it is ridiculous! So we do need to get that out of the way! We also need to start making new files for the New Year coming up! I really dread that!Oh we added another member to the family! Gabie she's a miniature black poodle! She has this annoying bark that I can't stand! She barks her little head off at our customers and she seems to piss David off when he's on the phone! So she's not allowed in the Parts Department... For Christmas we got her a big Stocking full of dog Treats and play toys.. LOL yea we buy our pets Christmas gifts too! Tonight- Nikki, Ashley, and I went to the tanning bed! Then after that we went and looked at the house that I Want so badly! It's gorgeous but it's not finished yet. I have looked at it twice! It's the house that Ashley's B/f Nate looked at! He said they are asking way too much for it considering it's on a half of an acre lot! The house doesn't have that much of a yard which is perfect! Who likes Lawn work anyways? So after there we drove by my mom's house to find that "some people" threw Christmas paper in her yard! So I decided to Pick the Shit Up considering they have done this more than once! So while Picking the CHRISTMAS PAPER/trash I discovered that there was a NAME TAG that had these people's names on it! Yea, I know who they are! So I called The police and two deputes came out to my mom's house and got the evidence! They took it back to the police station! So we have people watching our property now! Oh yea these people called and ordered a pizza and tried to have it delivered to my mom's house in which, their plan FAILED cause they gave the wrong house address! "Papa Johns", called before they delivered the pizza to us! So I made sure I told them what was going on and who was behind these childish games! They were pretty pissed about it! *Craziness* Well, I'm off to catch some Z's! Good Night to aLL! "Hear 'em singing 'Happy Birthday' Better think about the wish I make...Every day's a revolution Put 'em together and it comes undone Just one more candle and A trip around the sun..."

Ho Ho Ho....

Sat, 18 Dec 2004 02:43:26 GMT

Dear Santa,

I have been a good Girl.

It really wasn't my fault what happened at Sarah's Christmas party. It was Conchetta who spiked the punch with too much Crown Royal. I can't help it if I drank 24 glasses. It was so good---smelled and tasted just like rotten eggs.

I thought it was funny when I put Matt's thongs on my head and danced the funky chicken on the love seat while singing `"get Back"'. I didn't mean to break Sarah's dildo and don't know why Sarah would sue me for pornography.

I don't remember calling Jared's wife a horny Hog---even though she looked like one with green eye shadow and red lipstick!

And when I threw up on Nikki's boyfriend's leg, it was only because I ate too much of that sweet potatoes.

After all that fun, I admit I was a little tired. So I fell asleep on my way home and drove my Jeep through my neighbor's den. I don't think that was any reason for my neighbor to call me a horny Kangaroo and have me arrested for Arson!

So, Santa...here I sit in my jail cell on Christmas Eve, all bitchy and stupid. And I'm really not to blame for any of this ugly stuff. Please bring me what I want the most---bail money!

Sincerely and very yours,
Amy (Really a nice Girl!)

~Long Time Coming~

Wed, 15 Dec 2004 22:23:39 GMT

Well, I've decided to add it back! I dunno if it will be a good thing or a bad thing?!? I guess we will just have to wait and see! I had to delete a lot of my old entries cause there were some people in them in which I associated with that I don't now nor do I want too!! So lets see whats new in my Life or shall I say the changes that have taken place! My Best Friend/Sister moved back from California in October! *NIKKI HURST*! I'm just thrilled that she's back! I ended up getting her hooked up with one of Daniel's best Friends DON! I introduced Nikki to Don at his party on the night before Halloween! They hooked up that Sunday and everything seems to be going great between them! Don's party wasn't anything I was use to! *lets just say it was Far away from civilization! *LOL*...I ended up meeting a guy name Travis there as well! He's such a sweetheart but he does have his redneck side as well... We have been hangin' out here lately when he's not out of town working that is!
So what else has taken place, I moved out about a month ago with Sarah and Nikki! Then I ended up moving back home because Sarah and I got into a small disagreement!
We didn't talk to each other for about a week or so and then things went back to normal. *LOL* I'm always up there it seems! Half the time, I end up staying the night so I dunno maybe I'll end up movin' back in with em eventually!
Katherine and I have been hangin out a lot here lately as well! The past few weekends we have been partying it up with the Pi-lambs! I end up being the DD! And somehow I end up having to take people back to their vehicles *COUGH* or end up having to Drive them back to their dorms! *LOL* WTF? I ended up meeting a guy there Name Andrew, Aka "oldschooL"! At first he seemed to be cool but by the second party I went to he followed me from room to room! I couldn't go anywhere without having him behind my back! He was too clingy and I hate thaT! Luckly Shaun ended up being my life saver that night! *LOL* We all headed back to Shaun, Virginia, and Danny's apartment! Morgan ended up coming out to chill with Kat! And well we had another vistor that night too! *KAtherine remember this always, Practice it too, "BEAT IT CREEP"... hahahaha!
Then there was another party Katherine and I headed to one weekend! It's location was Big Stone! *LOL* I went To See Good Ol TraVis! We ended up playing beer Pong while Travis slept! Kat and I was on opposite teams! I'm not a beer drinker at aLL! So it took me at least 20 minuets to drink not even a cup full of beer! So I was well determined to win Beer pong! I made most of my shots but My team mate sucked! I remember that there was a sink behind me and when "some People" weren't Looking I poured mine out! *Yes, that's very naughty of me*....
Ummm, College is finally over with for this semester! I finished up this week! I took my Literature 241 Final Monday! I stressed myself out all night long Sunday! Michael ended up calming me down! Oh yea Michael, He's another guy in my life... Anywho, turns out I stressed out over nothing! The final was extremely easy! It covered everything that our professor told us that was going to be on it! So I was well prepared for it! :) Next Semester I will be taking Business Law I, Family Law I, Art Appreciation, Word Processing, as well as U.S Government! I'm looking forward to those classes! It's defiantly going to be a challenge and I love challenges!!
*WORK* There is NEVER A DULL MOMENT! Like yesterday for instance, Kim told me to crank my Jeep and let it warm up before I headed home after work! So I went outside and cranked it, put it in Neutral, and went back into the office! I ended up going up stairs to get some coffee and then I headed to the parts dept. and WELL I LOOKED OUT THE WINDOW AND SAW MY JEEP iN THE DITCH WHERE OUR MAILBOXES ARE! I was like what the hell is my jeep doing down there! So I Took off a dead sprint from our parts Department to the bottom of our driveway to where my jeep was!! It WAS STILL CRANKED when I got there! It Knocked over both of our mailboxes! I didn't even go to the front of my jeep to look if there was any damage done! I got in it and drove it back up to where I park! I got out and then I checked it! NO DAMAGE what-so-ever! It just bent my Tag from where it hit our mailbox stand! I was just in shock because my jeep could have rolled out into the 4-lane! If it hadn't hit our mailboxes it would have been in the 4-lane And GOD ONLY KNOWS WHAT MeSS that would have caused! *I guess I'm just super LUckY! God must of been watching over me! It took a dozer, and 3 of our employees to put our mailbox back up to our business! The stand that it's on weights over 500pounds!!!
*Today* I was suppose to of been in the office at 10am but I over slept and didn't get in till 11:00am cause I stayed out at Sarah's house! Dad and Kim were gone to Kingsport for some business matters! So I had the office to myself! I worked on the disbursements! I got all of them caught up to this month!! I also put some invoices on the computer and took some off! I also finished up the rest of the Christmas Cards! We've sent out over 200 this year! We ended up running out of the ones that we had special ordered so we had to buy some more! I guess I left work around 2ish to go and wash the jeep! I just now got back from the shop at Glamorgan and well it's sorta muddy so I guess that was just a waste of my time!
As for tonight Katherine, Ashley, Nikki, and maybe Sarah if she gets off work are going out to eat! I want Chinese food but I'm sure we will end up going To Reno's!
Who knows! Tomorrow's agenda looks as if I'm headin to Gatlinburg to finish up the rest of my christmas shopping! I feel sorry for ashley Cause she's no where near done! So far she's bought a ping Pong table for Nathaniel's Game room! I think she's gonna do her shopping over the net and tomorrow In Gatlinburg!!
10-days till Christmas
13 days till mine and Ashley's 19th Birthday! *PARTY*
New Years- The crew is wanting to hit the slopes! I'm all up for it even though I've never went skiing! I've snowboarded before but that doesn't compare to skiing! If Kat goes with us then her and I have decided to just stick to the inner tubes! *LOL*
Well, I believe that's enough of me rambling on for now!

........Whitney, where the hell have you been? Your missin out on the wild adventures we have been having here lately! WE miss YOu!
*The One N OnlY AmY Lee MillER*

BuRRRRR it's Cold in HERE...

Sat, 07 Aug 2004 07:03:47 GMT

It's strange to hear your voice...I did not expect for you to call You wonder how I'm doin, How I'm holdin up
Since you did me wrong
Well how am I doin' since you did what you done to me?
I can't lie I sometimes cry when I think of how it used to be
I keep my friends with me, I stay busy and I don't get much sleep
Baby, that's how I'm doin since you did what you done to me

Well now wait one minute, I Failed to mention
Those tears I cried, are tears of joy
Cause' it was no fun there Under your thumb and
Now that we're done I'm
Gettin' right every night
With every single ever-lovin' guy in sight, so

Well when all my friends heard what a
You know what you were they
Took me out on the town
But then I heard our song and
I dance along but
It felt all wrong cause'
He was sweet, He let me lead
He never took his ever-lovin' eyes off me sO.....

Well I don't know what you were thinkin'
Runnin' round on me with an OL eX
Now you say you're sorry
Well Pookie I agree so....

How are you doin' since you did
What you done to me
Boy don't lie you know you cry
Cause' you know how good it used to be
Yeah, tell me does the thought of
Losin' my true love make it hard to sleep, baby
How are you doin' since you did
What you done to me

Yeah how are you doin', now that you know
How I'm doin since you did
What you done to me
..............................WeLL it's time for My Pillow to get sUm Head.......... NIte YALL...
...................AMY LEE!

Sat, 31 Jul 2004 19:01:33 GMT

Since the last update a lot has taken place.... I no longer talk to Mr. Casanova....*hahahaha, some of all know who that is*.... I've learned a lot from others about how this certain guy really is and how all this talk about how his friends are nothing but players *lol* and he's nothing like em is complete BULL SHIT cause in reality your Just Like em!!! Agh, that five letter word called Karma will eventually bite you in the Ass when you least expect it.....

Anywho, I guess it was like Wednesday Night.. Shaya, Dianna, Pollie, Kelly, and I went out to eat at Monterry's... Pollie ended up getting her dinner free cause she has her way with the men..hahahaha! GO POLLIE! After there we headed to Coeburn where Kelly and Pollie got with me and we went to my house for a few and then we headed back to Coeburn to meet back up with Dianna and Shaya... Then we headed to *someone's House for the rest of the night... Then around 12:30 I guess Shaya and I came back to my Casa cause Chuck and Derek were suppose to come up but it was like 1:30am when they called and I was about to pass out so I decided to go on to bed! ***So CHucK StIll has my CeLL phonE***

Then Thursday Night .... Me and My Sis Whitney Large and I decided to hang out cause we hadn't done anything together since GOd knows when! I headed to Wal-mart cause I had to get a some stuff for my JeeP! Then we ended up going to my significant Other's house to hang out for a few! Then I took Whitney home and I came back to my house!

Last Night *FridaY*- I decided to go to Whitney's house to hang out ! Connor ened up coming there! He's so adorable! Whitney got him to sing that song "Save a Horse Ride a Cowboy"! He was so precious singing it... lol It was a PRICELESS moment!!! So anywho, Connor wanted to ride his 4 wheeler, the ones' that are battery powered so we took him outside to ride it! He managed to run over my foot with it... *LOL*.... Jane ended up comig over to Whitney's while we were outside! I hadn't talked to her in forever! So it was nice seeing her and after playing with Connor we decided to go to Wal-mart... I needed a new tooth brush and I was out of some make-up! So after there Whitney and I headed to taCo BeLL! Peter, Josh, Tristian, and Conchetta ended up coming in to Talk to us! He had a good Ol time at Taco BeLL I guess ya could Say! Then I took wHitney Home and I headed to see someone! I don't really wanna mention any names but we all decided to Ride up on the Knob to go to the Towers! We had to walk cause the gate was closed... All n All it was a fun night!!!

As of today I'm not for sure what I'm doing! Shaya and Christy headed to the beach today and Pollie left today too! We are suppose to leave Wednesday as of now! I can't wait!!!!!! Heather Just got back from Florida yesterday! So we might get into something later tonight! I might just have friends up tonight! I need to give Whitney and Di a call later! Ashley and I had to run to Coeburn to find Tony this morning but we couldn't find him.. lol So then we headed to my grandparents house! Mandy ended up coming there! I've really lost in touch with some of my family! Her daughter is now 4 years old! Gosh, time Flys by! Granny told me that Aaron is flying in today! He's suppose to be here for like 15 days so maybe I'll find some time to catch up with him and Andrea! But anyways, I'm gonna take a Nap!

have a nice weekend!

*Amy lee*

HAD OURSELVES a BIG N RICH TIME

Sun, 18 Jul 2004 19:50:59 GMT

This past week/weekend has been nothing But FUN!!! I figured I'd Copy and paste what Christy wrote in her Lj about what Some of our Nights consisted of!
:Monday July 12th:
-KMART- -STEALIN'- -DO THESE THINGS HAVE CENSORS ON THEM? YEAH IN THE TIP OF THE *BEEP*- -XXL- -RUBBER FOOT- -HOOTERS- -BOONE'S- -LUCKY- -DAVID . . . I MEAN GREG- -YAHOO PERSONAL ADS-Getting Home LATE + MANY MORE......

Tuesday- July 13th
I decided to go ahead and make plans that night cause I'm just good Like that.... Christy was out with Alicia and Shaya was with me... WE all ended up at the coal Fields where Christy and I took off with the boys!
SCENIC TOUR OF THE MNT- -SAY A PRAYER- -BRING BACK MY FRIEND SAFE-
-140- -MILLER'S SHIRT- -WHEELIES- -HOLD ON TIGHT Christy!- -HOT HOT HOT- -TEN-
That Night everyone decided to stay the night with me so it was Ashley Elder, Shaya H, Alicia J, and Christy LEE... We invited Shaun, Ryan, and Josh up to watch the Life of David Gale... I ended up fallin asleep....

*Wednesday* July 14th.... We all just rode around the whole night... Talked to a few people... Then we all came back to my house to watch The TUBE! We called it an early night!

*Thursday* July 15th
Went out with Shaya~

Friday July 16th- Christy, SHaya, and I ended up going out to eat... My car stayed at Christy's house! WE all were gonna go on bike rides but we were a helmet short so we ended up going to Shaya's house for a few... Had to wait on Christy to get back from her boy's house... THen we went to wal-mart.... Picked up a few items for the night...
-HOT TUB- -MERRY CHRISTMAS- -BLUE LIGHTS LMAO- -GOIN' TO JAIL-
-SPONGEBOB LAUGH- -WAL*MART RUN- -RED/GREEN- -ESPIONAGE-
-BLUE/RED, PINK/GREEN, YELLOW/ORANGE- -KAWASAKI NINJA 250-
-ALL ABOUT THE DRAMA- -CHEVRON BATHROOM- Me passin out In shaya's Floor covered from head to TOE...

*Saturday* July 17th *Shaya, Sierra, and I went shopping for a Ninja 250*
Shaya and I ate at MOsBYs! Rented a Movie... Then went to My Casa.. I called Green... He was In NortOn... Headed to Coeburn... Talked to Eric, Dustin, Josh, Roy, and Candy.... We waited for Christy to come... *saw *BS* drive by... Called him... *headed to SHaya's house... watched our movie... Went to Bed late...

*Sunday* July 18th...
Well Tonight was VerY FuN! Shaya, Christy, and I decided to go out of town for a few... SO around 6 we went to Bristol... On our way we decided to go to Christy's Aunts HOuse... She lives in a Super Nice House in a b E A UTIFul Subdivision... We took a SCENIC Route to Christy's Aunts housE... We were out in the Country... The road was between these big Corn Fields! I thoght it was a pretty little Country Road! Ended up seeing the HUGE peach colored like a creamsicle House... Looked like something from CALI.... But anywho, After seeing her Aunt we headed to Damons to eat! I had the Apple Bourbon Chicken! It was Yummy!! We ended up telling em that it was Shaya's B-day so they brought her out a triple chocolate Cake... It was Heaven! LOL *The ride home was Hilarious... won't say what we did though.... I guess we got in Coeburn around 10:15 or so... Then we rode around... Drove to Norton... GOt pissed off at some FaT ASS! *MILLER What's His Name? FATASS!.... Then we headed back to Coeburn... Took care of some unfinished Business... *Sneaky GrIN*.... Cheers to my GurLs yaLL know what that one's fOr! *Mission accomplished*!!!!
.......GurlS the concert this week is gonna KICK ASS! Can't WaiT!

x) - you've done
(_) - you haven't done
****
(x)been drunk
(x)kissed a member of the opposite sex
(_)kissed a member of the same sex
(_) crashed a friend's car
(_) been to Japan
(X) ridden in a taxi
(x) been in love
(X) been dumped
(X) shoplifted ........Monday Night Lmao for an XXL....
(X) been fired
(x) been in a fist fight.....HELL YEA~
(x) snuck out of my house
(_) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
(_) ever dated someone of the same sex
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
(_) been arrested
(x) made out with a stranger......To get back at a Boyfriend....
(_) stole something from my job
(X) celebrated new years in time square........This past year!!!
(x) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(x) had a crush on a teacher ..... YeA French... *Wink*
(_) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
(_) been to Europe
(x) skipped school
(_) slept with a co-worker
(_) married
(_) gotten divorced
(_) had children
(_) seen someone die
(_) been to Africa
(_) had a crush on one of my LJ friends
(x) Slapped someone I loved
(x) Driven over 400 miles to attend a show/festival/fetish ball
(_) Been to Canada
(_) Been to Mexico
(X) Been on a plane
(_) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
(_) Thrown up in a bar
(_) Purposely set a part of myself on fire
(x) Eaten Sushi
(X Been snowboarding
(x) Met someone in person from the internet
(_) Been moshing at a concerts
(_) had a real feelings for someone you knew only online
(?) taken partially nude/nude photos of yourself
(x) been in an abusive relationship emotionally
(_) been pregnant or got someone pregnant
(_) lost a child
(X) gone to college
(_) graduated college
(x) taken painkillers
(_) intentionally burned yourself
(x) love someone or miss someone right now.

Well I'm off to finish getting ready and do some laundry... YaLL do your Thang!

........Amy LEE.........

So much for my happy ending

Fri, 09 Jul 2004 06:02:49 GMT

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something you said?
Don't leave me hangin'
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

CHORUS:
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it
All our memories, so close to me
Just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
So much for my happy ending

You've got your dumb friends!
I know what they say
(they say)
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
(so are they)
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do
(all the shit that you do)
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[CHORUS]

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

He was everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of our memories, so close to me
Just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of our memories, so close to me
Just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh oh, so much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, so much for my happy ending

..Shew, I can't SleeP! I keep having these dreams of CMA being in eM! This makes like the fifth dream he's been in it... Why Oh whY oh Why? I wish I could understand dreams and what they mean... Have you ever had a dream where you think that person is right there beside you and you reach out to touch em and you wake up TO find that Their not there... DARN RIGht THOSE DREAMS SUCK!!!
But anyways since I can't sleep at the moment cause I'm all teary eyed.... I'll talk about my night... I decided to hang out with my GuRLs Shaya and Pollie! We rode around for a while.. SEEN GreeN And Red Out N abouT! *wow*
and then We headed to Tony's apartment... I decided to take out his truck for a few and then Pollie and I dropped shaya off and we headed back to Tony's... Katherine was There along with a bunch of other people! I decided to call it a night early so Pollie stayed there with Ashley and Kat~ I believe tomorrow night is gonna be one of those night you don't FORGET no Matter WHAT, RIGHT SHAYA!
Shew, I've been dragging Butt to work this week b/c Of staying out so late! So needless to say I need to get in the bed and try to sleep...
Good NiTe to ALL
and GOD BLESS EVERYONE!
*AMY LEE*

Time goes by too Fast when your having Fun with your Gurls!

Mon, 05 Jul 2004 20:35:40 GMT

Yet again, I apologize for not updating this journal as I should but I stay busy! Seems that I have lost a good friend in which I thought of her as a "good friend" but turns out I was very wrong... If you have a problem with someone then you should tell that person instead of Spontaneously taking your anger/actions out on that person, when they don't have a CLUE that your pissed off at them... But loosin that friend I have gained like 3! So it's All Good! Christy, Shaya, Pollie, and I have all become so close now! We do everything together and we are able to tell eachother anything... Its nice to have "true friends" I wouldn't trade em for the world! I Love YOU Gurls!

This weekend has been a non-stop blast!
Friday Night- Pollie and I had dinner at Mosby's! I invited Ben to join us! Turns out Ben and I know a lot of the same people! I suppose that's a good thing! I'll have to ponder on that one! Dinner was good even though I'm such a slow eater! I just like to socialize while eating! After Mosbys' We all decided to ride around for an hour or so.. I made Ben drive to Wal-mart where I found my other side-kicks *Chrisy and Shaya*! They were pulled over talking to Brad so we decided to pull over as well... Then Katherine and Dustin pull in and then Tony, Nathaniel, and Ashley pull in as well... So we talked to everyone! We played around with Ben's ceLL phone! Found some obscence photos of some girls' BUTTS... ANYWHO, after talking to everyone I know it was about 1 and I knew Benjamine had to work the next morning so I had him to take me back to my Car!
Mine and Pollie's night didn't end there we decided to meet up with Toney, Nathaniel, and Ashley to go 4wheelin! lol We headed to Powell River Projects to find Trey, Craig, Megan, Lori, Chris, Marcus, and some other dude cause we all were going 4wheelin together... Pollie's never been 4wheelin before so we definately made her first time a thriLL... *HighLights* taking down some property barriers, Thought for sure we all were going to JaIL, the white dog with the blue eyes From my car to bens Jeep to Tony's Truck to Nate's Mercedize, to his Truck then to my Car.... You never know what we be Rollin in... *Home around 5AM*

*Saturday*- Tried to sleep but couldn't ... I guess I got a total of 5 hours of sleep! Mom Left around 6 that morning cause she was going to a concert with her sister that was in town from Radford! I believe they went to see Sammy kurshaw* however you spell his last name! lol Pollie, Ashley, and I went out to eat for breakfast and then we did a little shopping! Ashley and I decided to dress a like cause well Being TWINS you have the notion to do that sometimes! So we got stuff a like but just different colors! hahaha! So after shopping we took Pollie home and decided to go home to where I could clean house and then get ready for later that night... We ended up going to Mosby's! Pollie, Katherine, and I went together.. Where Kat gave our waitor HeLL! nah, she was nice! *wink* We also so Ben, Bright, Jamie, Chad, Plaster and well ya know that Crew there after we were headin out! So after that I took Kat to her truck and Pollie and I decided to stop by some college guys apartment! They live right down the rode from me... *HANDS OFF THE COWBOY He's MINE! POLLIE you can HAve the taLL one and Kat you can have that one with ACCENT* After that Pollie and I went and rode four wheelers on Thacker's branch! It was really Muddy but it was FUN! *GOT HOME LATE*

*SundaY* 4th of July! Stayed with Pollie! Her rents were out of town! So Christy, Shaya, Pollie, and I took out The Convertible! We wanted to eat at Reno's but the damn place was closed by the time we got thurr... So we headed to Norton to Taco beLL instead cause the Fireworks started at 10pm and it was about 10 already! So we got our food and headed to norton! We got a great parking place! It was awesome we didn't have to get out of the car to see em where the top was off! hahaha! First Time I spent the 4th of July with my FriendS! *great memories* The Fireworks were beautiful even the ones that reminded us of Christmas! Right pollie? We decided to cruse around for a few and then we headed to Coeburn! We ended up going to Pollies casa to Just ChiLL for the rest of the Night... Christy didnt' stay :( but we still had a great time! RIGHT SHAYA AND POLLIE!??? *WE decided to bullshit with Ben on Icq! I admit it was f'n hilarious shizz we were sayin to him! Shaya had my ass ROLLIn! Christy ended up being at Justin's Casa! I dunno what all went on thurr.. But around 2:30 Shaun and Ryan came over! Shaun was drunk! We decided to just chill and watch a movie that Ryan considered to be good in which it turned out to be stUPiD... *thanks that was money Wasted* hahaha! I tried to go to bed till Shaun came into Polie's room and woke my ass Up! They all sandwiched me!! I getcha back trust me! well anywho, I ignored em and feLL back to sleep! So we all had a wondermous weekend!!!

unsure of what tonigh consist maybe dinner at Reno's if their Open! But as of now I'm going to play some tennis!

*TA TA FOR NOW*

*One N OnlY aMy Lee MilLEr*